I typed in 'How can I be happy?' on Google. The first thing that caught my eyes was WikiHow. Then I laughed at myself for googling that question. How desperate do I have to be to learn how to be happy by reading? You cannot learn how to be happy like you learn how to solve a quadratic equation. It's out there. Not on some stupid WikiHow. There are ups and downs in everyone's life. Because there are the downs, the ups exist. I know, it's easier said than done. But haven't I known this for long enough time? Isn't it time for me to actually proceed and do it? I guess I still need to grow up.