I want to write about fat people. I cannot really consider myself 'fat,' but it feels like I am getting there because of excessive consumption of chocolate and other sweets without doing any exercises. I just had some discussion on this with my dear friend. He said that guys don't like slender women that much. And I said but they don't like fat women either. His reply really made me think: that's because you think there are only slender and fat women. He definitely has some point there. Like most people, I tend to think that there are only two kinds of people: fat and slender people. However, there are people in the middle as well. But to think about it, why do we care about appearances so much? I say this out loud and I might even get angry with the world for only valuing the appearance, but later I soon will be thinking, 'I should lose some more weight,' or 'I look terrible, I should put some makeup on.' Everyone is full of contradictions.

I don't even know why I started writing this, or what I was going to write here. But I am sure about something. I need some tea to calm me down now.