Life is weird sometimes. Things can turn out as you want it to be even if you didn't actually attempt to do anything. You worry about it all day and night to the point you cannot concentrate at work or sleep at night, but one day you wake up, it is solved. I didn't know but life has more surprises in it than I thought. I did wish for this to happen but somehow I feel like I gained it too easily and it's just making me a little listless. I'm trying to calm myself down a little with a cup of rosemary tea. It is weird, drinking tea makes me think clearer than before and calms my mind. Maybe this is why tea is loved by so many people in so many different countries. I do envy people who live in a country where there is teatime. But I think it doesn't matter if the country has teatime or not. What is important is that if I love tea, I can just make my own teatime. I don't have to care about what other people think. Hmm.. I don't know how I ended up with this. Sorry I digress a lot. Anyhow. I was saying that no matter how much you want something it doesn't happen if it's not meant to do. But if it is meant to happen, then it happens even if you didn't try. So don't worry too much about something, but also you cannot just stop trying. Because the destiny can be changed.