I'm at work right now, but don't really have anything to do. I just came here to replace my manager while she is gone on a holiday to Hong Kong. So, let's talk about Christmas. My coworkers and I were talking about Christmas while listening to some Christmas songs. Then suddenly, this thought struck me: What the hell will I do for Christmas? It is weird, but I always didn't know what to do on Christmas. So it was more like a day I dream of and just anticipate. It is more important before it comes, rather than the actual day. Do you get it? Anyways, everyone else seems to have their plans: going to church, hanging out with friends, and dating. I might as well just go to the church with mom and have some nice dinner out. It's so awkward because our family didn't really celebrate Christmas like others do. My mom, brother, and I are Catholic, but my dad is not. And my brother doesn't even care about church or anything related -he thinks it's the most idiotic way of wasting money to decorate Christmas tree and give presents or write Christmas cards. What a jerk.- so it is actually just me and my mom. I guess I will get some Christmas cards and small gifts for my family. I wish I had actual good plans, like traveling, or decorating Christmas tree next to a fire place. That would be actually awesome. But it wouldn't happen, at least for this Christmas. Last Christmas was awesome. I went to Albania with my friend and spent the day with her family, decorating Christmas tree and having a nice dinner with some wine. I really miss her and her family. I know I am kind of complaining about how I don't have any awesome plans for Christmas, but I will miss it once I go to Paris. I will miss my family so I should spend more time with them. Oh well, I guess I should go back to pretending-to-work mode. Merry Christmas for everyone!

liz
xx