I cannot explain this feeling. It is just so peaceful and tranquil right now. After midnight, in suburb, most of the people go to sleep and it seems like I am the only one who is awake. Along with some wine, I am feeling so good.

I have said this so many times, but I want to say it once more, I just love my life in Paris. It seems like anything is possible. I really enjoy everything, and I can appreciate art much more than I used to. And mostly, I am not stressed at all. I am so relaxed, to the point I don't even feel the need to eat to feel the pleasure. You know some people eat a lot when they are stressed because it gives them a little pleasure and makes them relaxed. I am one of those people but after I came to Paris, I hardly feel that I need to eat a lot. At some times I just don't even want to eat at all. That's how relaxed I am here. I feel like I can live here forever. The only thing I don't like here is that I live too far away from the central. It takes around an hour for me to get there from home and it's really frustrating because I always have to leave early from a party or a little gathering not to miss the last metro or not to be too late when I get home. But I will be moving out soon to central Paris so I hope that will be fine.

Everything is so quiet now. I can even hear the silence itself. I love it here. There is no other way to say this. I just love it so much here. Thank you, whoever let me stay here.