I don't know how to call myself, capricious or positive. The thing is, I get really depressed and hating my life and myself, which happens occasionally, and yesterday was one of those days. But the thing is after some series of TV shows, a good night's sleep, and the beautiful blue sky with sunshine in the morning, I feel much better. I don't even remember what I was being so depressed about. Sometimes I wish I would just stick to one feeling. Because I can go on like this, being happy and joyful, then one second, something doesn't go according to my plan, I feel like my whole world is falling apart. I guess I am just dramatic.

I was talking to my dad today, and we were talking about changes. In life, there's always changes. No matter how much you try, time goes by and changes are inevitable. My dad is more of a guy who takes challenges and enjoys changes, even if that means that he has to give up everything that he feels comfortable with. But me, I say out loud that I love changes, and new people and new food and whatever new things that I can experience, but inside my mind, I reject them. I want to push new things away, because they are scary. It means that I have to get out of my perfect little world and let them inside, share what's inside. Someone once said, your life starts when you get out of your comfort zone. What am I even doing at home doing nothing? I am young and I shouldn't be afraid of anything. Just like my dad said, even if you fail, what can you lose? Trying new things and failing is what it's all about to be young.

Just letting you know, I'm trying to get out of my comfort zone. Start the adventure. And you should too.

xx

Liz