I know I haven't been much of a prolific blogger but there have been so many things going on in such a short time in my life, I couldn't get myself in front of my laptop and ramble/rant about it. Those aforementioned 'so many things' are very important for me right now but they are quite boring so I will just skip to the real reason I have decided to write this entry. As I mentioned, many important things have been going on and with these come the worries. Personally, I worry a lot. I do mean it. I worry about so many things everyday to the point worrying so much makes me worried and frustrated. So it is a vicious cycle. Things come up and I worry and then I worry about being worried too much and then eventually I go mad and my brain doesn't work so I have to cool down by letting some semi-salted liquid out of my eyes. You know when you workout too much your body makes your sweat so that you can cool yourself off a little. It is the same system for me when I get stressed. Before, I used to eat whatever could be seen when I got stressed. But nowadays, it has got worse. I'm even too lazy and occupied to devour anything edible around me. Now I'm digressing. What I am trying to say is that, those important things that I had to take care of, have solved themselves out. Of course I spent hours thinking and researching about how I should solve them, but eventually, they were finished successfully. Think about yourself. It is impossible to say that you have never worried about something in your life. But look, those problems that you thought would ruin your entire life if not solved have gone. You are still living now. Time is all the cure, and there are always way out. Once in high school, I got a detention for the first time of my life. I thought then, my life was over, and all the good universities were going to reject me and I wouldn't be having a perfect transcript. But everything went well, and now you see I have a story to tell. But it does not mean that you can go around mess things up and just stare at them to fix themselves up. You have to try your best not to make mistakes or cause troubles and if you do, you have to fix it yourself. What I am saying is that you shouldn't worry too much like I do. Solving a problem is one thing and worrying about is another. You can trust me, worrying too much and getting frustrated will not help at all in eliminating them. Instead, try to enjoy it. Whenever you have huge turmoils in your life, think about being in a hospital lying down, your body paralyzed and cannot do anything but blinking your eyes and staring up at the ceiling. If you were actually in that situation, you'd kill to have the problems you have now (well I guess the example was a bit extreme but you get the point). So let's all be positive and embrace the troubles with joy and excitement!