Competition. It is inevitable in the world that we live in. But I do not like it. Why can't we just live the way we want? Why do we feel the need to compare ourselves or others with someone else? I do not want to be compared with anyone. I just want to be me, that is all. Sure, I do get good grades at school. But it is not to be praised by others or to win others. I am working hard for myself. Why is it so hard for them to understand? Why do they have to put me next to someone of ability similar to mine and compare us? All I want is to be left alone, no praises, no expectations... If I get a bad grade, that is my problem, not anyone else's. I read somewhere that usually 'fight' starts between two people even when they do not desire it. It is their entourages who encourage them. Let's take a moment and think why would the entourages provoke the 'fight'. Are they just being supportive of their friend? Or is it because they enjoy watching others 'fight'? Honestly, I don't have any clue. I just wish they'd stop.
I've always felt different from others. I do not really fit into the category of people my age. There were times I tried to fit in, and there were times I just ignored and was myself. Now I don't know what to do. I have just been surrounded by people that I don't relate to or talk what is really on my mind to. It seems that nowadays my boyfriend is the only one to whom I can really pour my heart out and express myself. I truely feel lucky about that. The only thing I hope for is to be in an environment where there are people who have similar thoughts as I do. The people I can relate to and share my feelings with..
J'ai eu un rêve hier soir. Il y avait une grande catastrophe. La terre était détruite, les gens perdus... Dans la terre profonde, il y restait un dragon. Oui, je sais c'est n'importe quoi, mais c'est un rêve. Mon frère et ses amis étaient en danger. Je devais leur sauver..
J'ai eu des rêves de ce genre plusieurs fois cette semaine. Je ne sais ni de quoi ils s'agissent, ni ce qu'ils signifient. J'espère que des rêves restent des rêves, pas plus.
xx
Liz
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I also always felt different from the others but I think there is more people than we think who feel different from the others... Just be yourself! Being different doesn't mean worst or better... it means being honest and true. ^^
ReplyDeleteCe que signifie votre rêve? Que vous aimez votre frère! :)